A teen-aged girl likes music, and can sing. But she also develops cancer. Guess what--it doesn't stop her:
Like many aspiring singers on YouTube, 17-year-old Carley Allison has uploaded several videos of herself belting out covers and original songs.
But her most popular YouTube video,
which was later posted on CNN iReport, was shot just after doctors
sliced a hole in her neck. A golf-ball-sized tumor -- what turned out to
be an extremely rare cancer -- was causing her to have difficulty
breathing, and she needed an emergency tracheotomy.
Even after the tracheotomy, she could still sing.
"Music has been my passion ever since I was young," the Toronto resident wrote on her blog.
"I started taking guitar lessons when I was 11 years old, and I've been singing for as long as I can remember."
Allison hopes that, despite the tumor, she'll still be able to pursue singing as a career.
The diagnosis
Music wasn't always the
primary focus of Allison's life. She initially hoped to become a
competitive figure skater, training six days a week for more than five
years. The intense training was something she learned from her mother,
who was an Olympic marathon runner in 1996.
It was through skating
that Allison first suspected something might be wrong. "Her skating
coach noticed that just walking up a flight of stairs, she'd breathe
hard," said her mother, May Allison. It seemed unusual that such a young
athlete might have trouble breathing.
Allison and her family
went for a year believing -- as doctors told them -- that she had
asthma. But a CT scan in February revealed a malignant melanoma, an
extremely rare type of cancer to appear in the throat.
Allison knew her skating career would be put on hold.
A rediscovered passion
Without skating to fill her time, Allison turned her efforts to singing. She has uploaded seven videos to YouTube in the past year, where she has nearly 50,000 views.
"Everything happens for a
reason," she said of her condition. "It was an easy switch to put music
as the biggest thing in my life right now ... and my music has taken
off, which is nice."
In April, her videos received the notice of actress and pop star Selena Gomez. Gomez tweeted, "Carley Allison you are so strong girl. Love you! And praying for you. Keep singing."
The words echo many of the comments on Allison's YouTube and Twitter pages -- and helped her singing videos take off online.
She has certainly followed Gomez's advice, too. Singing is "therapeutic for her in a way," said her mother.
May Allison believes
this is the best way her daughter has found to deal with the fact that
she has a hole in her trachea and her hair has been shaved down, and
it's how she has chosen to express herself.
Her daughter put it this way: "Before February 4, my biggest problem was trying to find a prom dress."
May Allison added, "She wants to make something of (her condition) instead of moping around."
Allison's focus on
singing isn't unusual for a patient, said Dr. Michael E. Kupferman of
the MD Anderson Cancer Center in Houston. He has seen others with cancer
turn to creative outlets.
"Any kind of devastating
medical situation will make people more introspective," he explained.
"Artists' careers have sometimes evolved having gone through cancer.
I've seen patients find that creativity to express themselves whether in
music or in art. We've seen that for millennia. It changes the tenor of
their art and productivity."
What the future holds
Will Allison still be able to belt out her songs in the same way if her cancer needs to be surgically removed?
Luckily, "her vocal cords are not involved with the tumor," according to her mother.
However, she added, "The
one side that the tumor's on, the vocal cord nerve may be affected by
the tumor. It's very difficult to tell on the CT scan. We're hoping the
chemotherapy will help the situation."
Allison herself maintains a positive attitude.
"There is a smaller chance there may be some permanent damage, but I try not to think about that," she said.
Early on, there were some fears as well.
Allison admitted that
she was originally scared by her diagnosis after searching online. She
has since mostly stayed away from searching for information on her
illness.
When the family learned about the tumor, May Allison said she and her husband got choked up.
"(Carley) turned to us
in a calm voice and said she was glad it was her and not anyone else in
the family, because she knew she could handle it."
Despite being told there
was a 5% chance that chemotherapy would affect a tumor in the trachea,
the tumor has become softer since treatment and has moved away from the
thyroid gland, which makes it easier to remove surgically.
No matter what happens,
Allison still plans to pursue her passions. She's still thinking about a
possible singing career, despite the fact that she had to cancel an
audition for Boston's Berklee College of Music a few days after she was
diagnosed. She looks forward to getting back on the ice one day as well.
It's that unstoppable attitude that has been the most inspirational to witness, her mother said.
"From an early age, Carley always knew what she wanted and had no fear trying to get it," she said.
"For her, every day
presents a new opportunity to take a step closer. The interesting thing
about Carley is that she actually enjoys the journey as much as
achieving her goals. When things don't go according to plan, she rallies
quickly and moves on. She has the ability to make anything fun and
finds it very difficult to sit still."
"She's been able to
touch people," May Allison added. "Her public school raised $5,000 in a
fundraiser for (Toronto's) Sick Kids Hospital where she's having her
chemotherapy. There are thousands of dollars coming into Princess
Margaret Hospital where she has the link on her blog. She's very proud
of that."
In the meantime, Allison continues to inspire people on social media with her positive attitude.
"For me to be able to
reach out to other people throughout all this has been great," she said.
"People want to hear from me and hear my music right now so it keeps me
happy. I cherish every moment. I have a different perspective on
everything now. In the end, I think it will make me a better person."
"A successful man is one who can lay a firm foundation with the bricks others throw at him."--Sydney Greenberg
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